I’ve had a really easy day today so im having my one dose before i go to sleep.
I went to another health shop today that stocks the same brand of CBD oil i use and i got talking to the sales woman who said a girl with fibro had recently tried the stronger oil, i think its two up from mine, and she said as soon as she wakes up, she knows what kind of day she’s going to have, but since shes been taking it, she doesn’t feel as much pain and she says its sort of gone unnoticed, like, she just suddenly realised she wasnt in as much pain anymore.
That’s exactly what its been like for me.
It allows you to feel totally normal, no side effects from pain meds or anything, just feeling normal for the first time in ages.
SO apparently i’m not very consistent with the diary posts..
i worked 9-6 yesterday came home and crashed on the sofa (like always)
i only had one dose of CBD oil and that was on the way home from work.. so couldnt really tell if it was helping the pain or not
so, not a very helpful post this one.. more like a day in the life of working when you have EDS
grow your hair
grow your nails
put your makeup on
pop that spot
cover that wrinkle
hide that stretch mark
pull up that skirt
bleach your skin
whiten those teeth
straighten your back
show off that cleavage
bleach your hair
we’re taught boys dont play with dolls, boys dont like dolls, our reflections say otherwise.
Normal working day at the studio, ive had 2 doses of the oil one in the morning the other in the afternoon, been in a great mood all day again and ive got minimal pain where i usually have the most pain after a normal work day – i actually feel like i have the energy and strength to do my physio exercises which is very rare.
im currently writing this while laying on my stomach and because of the curvature of my spine thats usually impossible after just 5 minutes but my back pain isnt half as severe as it would be normaly.
So far so good.
The only thing is its £22 a bottle and after even 2/3 doses a day every day it probably wont last you very long..
but we will see 🙂
wet broken black hair clinging to delicate alabaster flesh like lace
stregnth cannot be measured by the externals of my soul
atleast thats what my reflection thinks
how can i climb to the top
when i cant even walk towards ladder
I was abruptly handed an undesired gift
then immediately disgraced
for learning how to